Black Swan

World

Songs & Poems

• ENGLISH
• Dreamland
• I Don't Need No Lover
• Please Let Me Stay
• Never Fall In Love With A Married Man
• A Reason To Hate Me
• Impressed
• My Old Blue Genes
• Autumn song
• It Burns
• Take Me Home
• What Good
• More
• Fantasy in a Heartbreak
• Locked In
• A Million Of ("Un Million De" translation)
• As If ("Comme Si" translation)
• Who Am I ?


• FRENCH
• Mon Atlantide
• Un Million De
• Le Cygne Noir
• L'Impasse
• Juste Moi
• Son Man�ge
• Entre Deux
• Comme Si
• Non-Lieu
• Pars

Dreamland

• You'd think, after all this time dreaming,
• all the courage that it took to sail away
• Once my ship was on its way, I'd be cutting through the waves,
• the favorite of the race


• But all the horizon surrounding me
• Is plain uncertainty


Sharks, storms, sails torn
Wind blows hard against my faith
I drift, row, search for (hold on, stay strong)
A dreamland still so far away...away


• So lost, miss the feel of solid ground,
• it's been so long since I heard someone say my name
• Did I take the right direction? I'm out of ammunition
• Every sunrise looks the same


Sharks, storms, sails torn
Wind blows hard against my faith
I drift, row, search for (hold on, stay strong)
A dreamland still so far away...away


• Won't leave this ship, even if it sinks,
• built it with my own two hands,
• I'm on my way, I'll find my people and my land


Sharks, storms, sails torn
Wind blows hard against my faith
I drift, row, search for (hold on, stay strong)
A dreamland still so far away...away






I Don't Need No Lover

• Playful, adventurous, they come my way
• I'm foreign fruit, a challenging root to tame
• If you want to entertain, I won't complain
• Move your pawn, take me out of the mundane


• But let's just go ahead and make something clear
• I'm no beginner in this game my dear
• So if you think I'll let you in, so you can go and flatter your ego on the fantasy I'm serving you on a silver platter, you're well deluded I fear


I don't need no lover
Just someone to hold me through the night... from time to time
I don't want no lover
Just a conversation in the moonlight... a vacation from my mind


• Oh I've learned the rules; wisely choose colors and moods
• Give out a few clues, keep the score tied, just smile and elude
• A small wave in my ocean of solitude
• You seem confused as I show you my cards and my next move


• If you give me some care, I'll give you the same
• But don't be fooled it's just a friendly game
• So don�t you say you wanna love me like I deserve, it�s fire consuming what I paint my mirror, I know better, and yes I�ll take the blame


I don't need no lover
Just someone to hold me through the night... from time to time
I don't want no lover
Just harmonization, a flicker of light... a desertion from my mind


• No I don't need no expectations
• I don't need no frustration
• No unbalanced situation
• My heart in your hand, my hand on a rock
• Spare me the spiel, spare us the culture shock
• No more fine promises buried under the sheets
• Won't waste my burning kisses on latent cold feet


• No I don't want no lover
• No I don't need no lover
• No I don't...
• Just someone to hold me together... just for tonight






Please Let Me Stay

• Down the hallway
• I hear them whispering my name
• They're mean everyday
• Calling me a Nature's mistake


• Mama I'm begging you
• I don't wanna go to school
• Pleeaaaaase let me


Stay stay stay stay
I just wanna dance dance away
Let me stay stay stay stay
I just wanna dance dance away
I don't wanna become like them
Oh pleeaaaaase let me stay stay stay stay
Stay stay stay stay


• They think I'm weak
• They don't know what it takes to keep
• Some self-esteem
• Not follow others like a sheep


• Nothing to do with their life
• Then to make some poor kids cry
• Pleeaaaaase let me


Stay stay stay stay
I just wanna dance dance away
Let me stay stay stay stay
I just wanna dance dance away
I don't wanna become like them
Oh pleeaaaaase let me stay


• I can hear them whispering
• I can hear them whispering
• I can hear them whispering my name
• Pleeaaaaase let me stay
• I can hear them whispering
• I can hear them whispering
• I can hear them whispering my name
• Pleeaaaaase let me


Stay stay stay stay
I just wanna dance dance away
Let me stay stay stay stay
I just wanna dance dance away
Let me stay stay stay stay
I just wanna dance dance away
Let me stay stay stay stay
I just wanna dance dance away
I don't wanna become like them
Can't deal another day with hell
I'm dying inside, can't you tell
Oh pleeaaaaase let me


Stay






Never Fall In Love With A Married Man

• What was I thinking...
• He showed me the ring on his hand
• What was he thinking...
• I explained to him where I stand


Never fall in love
Never fall in love
Never fall in lo-o-o-ove with a
Married man


• He said he was leaving her
• It was dead way before we began
• Does it even matter?
• All the beautiful words he sang


Never fall in love
Never fall in love
Never fall in lo-o-o-ove with a
Married man


• I used to criticize dramas on TV
• Saying how stupid could someone be
• Never me! No it could never be me


• And now I'm here thinking
• How stupid I am


Never fall in love
Never fall in love
Never fall in lo-o-o-ove with a
Married man
Supernice, superhot, superfunny, supersmart
Even if he's superman
Never fall in lo-o-o-ove with a
Married man






A Reason To Hate Me

• He said "you're the one I was waiting for
• I swear, I never felt this way before
• You got eyes deep enough to take a midnight swim
• Inside you�re fine-tuned like a Swiss clock and when
• You open that mouth, how could I ever get bored


• He said, you�re different and I�m longing for a bite
• As if I was to surrender to his appetite
• We had a good ride 'til I saw a red light
• I tried to be polite, said "I don�t think I�m your type"
• Then he shook me like a tree whose fruits aren�t ripe


I let him vent his spleen, spit his love to my face
Could taste his Xanax drowned in Chianti
It was high time to close the case
So I gave him, oh yes I gave him ... a reason to hate me


• He yelled "I am the one you need, don�t you see
• I know you don't but this is meant to be
• Good luck finding another man with feelings so pure
• I must admit, he got me thinking, 'cause he seemed so sure
• Blinded by the picture he was painting on me


• He cried "you�re playing me with your charm
• My mind's going wild without you in my arm
• Oh all I�d do to you, just give me a chance"
• "You wouldn't want me, I smiled, to give in to skilful hands"
• Then we did the worst routine I�ll ever dance


I let him vent his spleen, spit his love to my face
Was choking on chocolate, stoned by candy
It was high time to close the case
So I gave him, oh yes I gave him ... a reason to hate me


• Let him think you�re a fool, let him think you�re cruel
• whatcha wanna do, there's nothing to do when he thinks he's being so cool
• Yes I plead guilty for the crime, I smashed your brain with a punch line
• Stabbed your heart with a sharp eye, and the worst of it all is I didn�t even try
• Call me a cold blooded tease, go on and victimize yourself
• But don�t talk to me about your noble feelings when you completely diss' mine
• And you can�t let go without a low blow, getting impatient at my door
• Just coz I won't open you break my window, your love is a lie that I can�t hear no more


I let him vent his spleen, spit his love to my face
Could taste hix Xanax drowned in Chianti
Vent his spleen, spit his love to my face
Was choking on chocolate, stoned by candy
It was high time to close the case
So I gave him a reason to hate me






Impressed

• I don't really give a damn about the power of your ride
• The dragon on your chest, or your tickets at ringside
• Frankly I couldn't care less about how many shots you can throw
• Down in front of all your friends two, three, five nights in a row


By the way, I don't obsess over the size of your arm
I was impressed by your heart
Oh yeah, I was impressed by your heart
Oh yeah, I was impressed (x3) by your heart


• No I don't rate your success by your rank in Assassin's Creed
• By the number of walls decorated with degrees
• Flashing green, wanna be seen, you know so and so, so what?
• Talk slang I don't undertand, and what else have you got?


Seriously, put away that credit card
I was impressed by your heart
Oh yeah, I was impressed by your heart
Oh yeah, I was impressed (x3) by your heart


• Don't listen to what they say all around you and on TV
• You don't need any of that to get a girl like me


• All those things are nice to have, but they�re worth nothing at all
• If you couldn't make me laugh when my smile faded off
• And when everyone thinks I'm crap, you still treat me like a star
• I'm not in love with what you have but with who you truly are


Ok you're a badass... stop playing so hard
I was impressed by your heart
Oh yeah, I was impressed by your heart
Oh yeah, I was impressed (x3) by your heart






My Old Blue Genes

• Although my papa had a taste for jokes that were not funny at all
• For sure mama was a bit off the wall too 'cause she fell in love anyway
• They gave me the care necessary, I was held in a fond embrace
• I got 10 toes and a tiny nose in the middle of my face
• But somehow in my baby shower
• Papa gave his old blue genes to me
• My heart didn't choose its clothes and shoes
• And I wish mama had told him he had a bad taste for that too


• Although they didn't make me charming and quite as cool as I should be, I guess
• For sure I aroused some interest and soon was in my baby's arms
• I know he tried hard to love me yet he never could take my blue genes off
• They washed out eventually on his mood and my baby had enough
• But down the line, please bear in mind
• Since I was born, 'got those blue genes, baby
• I didn't choose to have the blues
• And I wish I could just break up with them too


• Although my genes clash with my smile, my taste for fun and zest for life
• For sure they match my sad blue eyes, ah if only these could hide what I hold inside
• Did I grow into those blue genes ? Tell me no...
• I do all that I can to cover them up, you know...
• Dear papa, with all due respect, couldn't you have given me some blue blood instead ?
• Now I'm stuck with those blue genes, trust me
• If I could choose I'd have refused
• They make me wish, deep down, they make me wish, deep down, they make me wish to vanish into the blue
• Into the blue
• Into the blue






Autumn song

• Wake up in the dark, you wonder if the night is over
• Feel the chill when you roll out of the cover
• Hard not to go back and close your eyes


• Pack up, wash your face, put your stray locks in place
• Under the coat, your fair skin covered in black lace
• Like naked trees dressing the Autumn skies


• Walk into the foggy morning that fills your soul passed the door
• In the light breeze you can smell the wet leaves on the floor
• Summer days seem like a dream now


• And I remember last September when Paris owned my heart
• Like a schoolgirl on the platform waiting for a new start
• Hard to believe a year is gone, somehow


Je me revois l'�t� dernier, arpentant les rues parisiennes
Me demandant si je devrais poser pied pour de bon sur ce quai
Me demandant si cette ville, si cette vie pouvait �tre la mienne
Et plier bagage � nouveau le c�ur lourd et inquiet


• And I remember last September when Paris owned my heart
• Like a schoolgirl on the platform waiting for a new start
• Maybe it's time for me to write you again






It Burns

• Don't you dare
• to put
• your hand
• on me
• ever
• again
• Don't you dare
• Don't you dare


• It burns, it burns, it burns, it burns
• It burns, it burns, it burns, it burns


• This is mine
• This is mine
• not yours
• to dump
• your nerves
• on
• This is mine
• This is mine
• not yours
• to dump
• your nerves
• on


• Stay away, stay away, I said stay away, stay away!
• Stay away, stay away, I said stay away, stay away!


• (I'll scream 'til your ears bleed!)






Take Me Home (work in progress)

• Mama I can't find my way home
• You told me the world was a dangerous place to be
• Now I see
• All these strangers' faces looking upon me
• Smiling, laughing, it's like a stand-up comedy
• In a language I don't know
• Mama are you mad at me?
• I can't tell their intentions, I can't tell good from wrong
• All I wanna do is run away because here I don't belong


So I'll close my eyes and count to 10
And wish all I can
That before I open them
I'll hear your voice again


• Mama are you looking for me?
• Feels like an eternity
• I've cried and called for you all I could
• My throat hurts, I'm out of tissues, need to wash my hands just like you told me to
• Everyone around is running ahead like crazy, in the marathon of life
• But I won't move just like you've said
• Until you find me and take me back home


So I'll close my eyes and count to 10
And wish all I can
That when I open them
I'll see your face again


• Mama, have you given up on me?
• I stopped counting the days since I last felt your magical touch
• Your gentle hand sweeping my hair
• Your sea of love in which I used to bathe carelessly
• Has now been overflown by an ocean of terror
• I'm so tired I can barely recognize my face in the mirror
• Don't leave me, you know nothing can replace!
• Don't leave me here, I've done nothing to deserve this fate!
• You didn't tell me life is so unfair, you said you'd always be there!


I don't wanna say goodbye
...One last time


I'll close my eyes and count to 10
And wish all I can






What good

• What good is a tongue that doesn't like what's good for your body,
• but instead has a taste for unhealthy food ?


• What good are eyes that focus and jump from detail to detail,
• but cannot see the bigger picture, take a step back and admire the view ?


• What good is a skin that makes you shiver
• at every touch, at every sensation with surrounding matter ?
• Is the grip of this object gonna feel wrong ? will I allow kisses on the cheek today ?


• What good are fingers that don't obey, fingers that think and hesitate
• clumsy fingers on clumsy hands, always eager to hide away ?


• What good is a voice that cannot sing conveying
• the overflowing emotions that animate
• your whole being inside out ?


• What good is a brain that generates
• (self-)destructive thoughts and behaviors ?


• And what good is a heart so alive
• if it cannot love (you) ?






More

• I gave you a smile, and you wanted more
• I gave you ten minutes, and you wanted more


• I gave you my number, and you wanted more
• I gave you a date, and you wanted more


• I gave you a laugh, and you wanted more
• I gave you the truth, and you wanted more


• I gave you a choice, and you chose more
• I gave you a chance, and you wanted more


• I gave you butterflies, and you wanted more
• I gave you heaven, you still wanted more
• So I gave you my heart, and you didn't want me
• anymore






Fantasy in a Heartbreak

• So low is my heart, so disappointed by you
• You came back only to do this to me ?


• I can't understand how you're thinking
• I can't understand what you're feeling
• I can't understand why I'm still waiting here
• I cannot stand how you're behaving
• I cannot stand the words you're saying
• And above all, I cannot stand the state you put me in !


• This situation is so true, oh I know what I gotta do but,
• Somehow I can't let you go, somehow I can't leave you behind
• Somehow I still think you're the one I was hoping to find
• And I'm still hoping that...


• I don't wanna write you another line, another verse, no
• All I wish, all I wish is to release play and press reverse
• To overwrite this whole song
• 'guess I was not the right missing piece to the world you belong coz


• I can't understand how you're thinking
• I can't understand what you're feeling
• I can't understand what I'm still waiting for
• I cannot stand this worthless swinging
• I cannot stand the words I'm singing
• For both of us, please, stand up and push me out your door !


• This situation is so true, oh I know what I gotta do but,
• Somehow I can't let you go, somehow I can't leave you behind
• Somehow I still think you're the one I was hoping to find
• Somehow I can't let you go, somehow I can't leave you behind
• Somehow I hold on to those sweet things you sealed in my mind
• And I'm still holding on...


• Is it so easy to make me feel dizzy about your lazy but(t) is it so easy to make me feel dizzy about your lazy but(t) is it so easy to make me feel dizzy about your lazy butt


• Stop playing ping pong with my heart
• Or I'll make ding dong with your parts
• Stop playing ping pong with my heart
• Or I'll make ding dong with your parts
• Stop playing ping pong with my heart
• Or I'll make ding dong with your parts


• Is it so easy to make me feel dizzy about your lazy but(t) is it so easy to make me feel dizzy about your lazy but(t) is it so easy to make me feel dizzy about your lazy butt


• No, no, no, no !
• I am not the missing piece to the fucking empty sluggish world you belong !


• I can't wait no longer, you leave me no choice
• How you let me linger turns me into ice
• I'm moving on...






Locked In

• Locked in the closet, Master's after me
• I'm just tired of it so I swallowed the key
• With all wandering hands locked out of this room
• At least I'll hold the reins when sleeping with the broom
• And I'll play dares and dice games with the rats and mice
• Away from the sunlight I'll be royal white but
• Oh no my God,
• Wait a minute, wait a minute
• I didn't think it through, is it really worth it ?
• How will I get out, silly me
• Indeed I fear I'll be late for tea !


• Locked in my garret, I don't understand
• Can't I ask the white rabbits which way to Wonderland ?
• Now I've nowhere to hide when my Master visits
• He says I'm quite lucky to share his little secrets
• Well it's not so bad to be considered mad
• Only one chore to do, then admire the view but
• Oh no my God,
• What shall happen, what shall happen
• What will Master do, if I am a burden ?
• Should have been more sly, silly me
• I beg you please, don't deprive me from tea!


• If I'm sent to the streets, I want to go see Paris
• Louis, the French chef, vowed that soon we shall flee
• If I'm sent to the asylum I'll just feign hysteria
• So I can be treated� you know in which area


• Locked in a coffin, I'm finally free
• I just miss chocolate muffins, oh dear and my tea !
• Thanks to tight waist corsets in which I was laced daily
• I gave my last breath delivering the bastard baby
• Will I go to heaven since I'm only seventeen ?
• Ignorance I'll plead or self-defense indeed but
• Oh yes my God,
• I'm so grateful to you for fashion
• For as long as I've lived, it was your best creation
• Although maybe not, silly me
• Apart from tea - of course - it was my insanity !






A Million Of ("Un Million De" translation)

• a million dark thoughts
• but I refrain
• the memory of your hands
• as much as the desire
• still make me believe


• until ... ?
• maybe...
• with you I walked...
• for you I became...
• but without your...
• to...
• how do we do ?
• I don't...
• it's how it is... !


• a million tender kisses
• laid, abandoned
• they strove hard
• to appeal to you, move you
• just surprise you a little


• they remain there
• what remains for them is
• a million days to wait for you






As If ("Comme Si" translation)

• I wanted to try everything
• Never ask for anything
• I failed miserably
• Too proud to be helped
• I know it�s hard to endure
• To watch me fall
• But you should let me
• It�s the only thing that can disinhibit me !


As if you were the one who could change my life
Like if I were the one who wanted it
Like this, like that, we can flee endlessly
As you see, let me sort out my trouble alone


• Nonstop harassed
• Feeling observed
• By always meddling in
• You�ve just made it worse
• All you�ll suggest
• I�ll ignore completely
• I�m still not willing
• Not willing to listen to you, no !


As if you were the one who could change my life
Like if I were the one who wanted it
Like this, like that, we can flee endlessly
As you see, let me sort out my trouble alone


• As if, you were, like if, I was, like this like that, as you see, let me be!
• It�s the only thing that can disinhibit me X3


As if you were the one who could change my life
Like if I were the one who wanted it
Like this, like that, we can flee endlessly
As you see, let me sort out my trouble alone


• Like, it�s illegal to let me go
• What should be illegal is to inhibit a child from growing
• I won't lie, if I want to sail away it�s to protect you too
• But I got trapped; you presented me as a headcase
• Marginalized, analyzed, trivialized
• What are you looking for ? to humiliate me before I come of age ?
• Don�t talk to me about your nice values when I see what you prioritize!
• You trifle with my privacy, you exaggerate, seriously, how do you expect me to digest
• C�mon, I�m not 5 anymore, I manage !
• I swear, I�m sure you�re doing a huge blunder
• As you play with my future, as you tail me
• I�m telling you, the more you attach me, the less I�ll let go
• Unsubdued, misunderstood, I tyrannise and get angry
• It�s a mistake that gets bogged, drags on, it�s high time you let go of me
• 'Cause if respect is sacred, we�ve seriously butchered it
• We sink in a bottomless abyss that we create for ourselves
• I have no time to wait, �need to hit the road and quick
• It�s the survival instinct, is it that hard to understand ?
• I cannot guarantee, no, that everything will be fine
• But it�s no reason to turn me over to the system that is fucking me






Who am I ?

• For the locals I'm a foreigner
• For the foreigners I'm a local
• For the poor I am rich
• For the rich I am poor
• For the hicks I'm a slicker
• For the slickers I'm a hick


• Who am I ?
• I am nothing... nothing acceptable in this world


















































































































Mon Atlantide

• Mon amour, ma pupille
• Partout o� j'ai �t�, jour apr�s jour, j'ai essay� de t'oublier
• Oublier l'affection dans la caresse d'un autre
• Oublier l'amertume dans le sourire d'une autre
• Noyer mon chagrin dans un pot de nutella, dans les mots de Fiona


• Mon amour, ma patrie
• Mon c�ur enseveli, � l'agonie, arrach� aux siens
• Comme un enfant � qui on lache la main
• Sans rep�re, sans coquille, je me recroqueville
• Un "je t'aime" vide de sens, un "je t'aime" perdu,
• Un "je t'aime" qui ne m'y prendra plus


• Mon amour, ma famille
• Une Atlantide engloutie, des souvenirs, des images
• Comme des mirages dans le nouveau paysage de ma vie


• Je t'aimais tant avec mon c�ur d'enfant
• Une confiance aveugle et insouciante que tu prendrais soin de moi, que tout ira bien
• Que le soleil sera l� au r�veil demain
• Pour me caresser la joue de ses rayons rassurants


• Je te pardonnerai peut-�tre dans ma prochaine vie
• Oublier tes mots, oublier les ann�es,
• Oublier la peine que tu as grav�e dans mon c�ur, ancr�e dans ma chair en pleine croissance,
• Les cicatrices sont l� pour me le rappeler
• Qu'est-ce que je me suis rong� les doigts
• D�lav� l'iris � penser � toi
• Ecorch� mes mains sur ta peau clout�e
• Ton venin d�guis�, au go�t doux et sucr�
• Je l'ai bu, je l'ai d�gust�
• J'en ai m�me abus�


• Une orgie de maso, un d�part de schizo
• Mon amour, ma vie






Un Million De

• un million d'id�es noires
• mais je me retiens
• le souvenir de tes mains
• autant que le d�sir
• me laissent encore y croire


• jusqu'� ... ?
• peut-�tre...
• avec toi j'ai march�...
• pour toi je suis devenue...
• mais sans tes...
• pour me...
• comment on fait ?
• je ne...
• c'est comme �a... !


• un million de baisers tendres
• d�pos�s, d�laiss�s
• ils se sont d�men�s
• pour te plaire, t'attendrir
• juste un peu te surprendre


• ils restent l�
• il leur reste
• un million de jours � t'attendre






Le Cygne Noir (work in progress)

• A peine miniature, d�j� j'�tais
•    le cauchemar dont tu t'effor�ais de te r�veiller jour et nuit
• Quelques printemps plus mure, tu m'assommais
•    de ta haine pour me transformer en petit canard, vilain et abruti.
• Combien je brillais t'obscurcissait la vie
• Et comment je payais d'�tre n�e dans ta famille...


• Envi�e, harcel�e, pi�tin�e, d�nigr�e, ignor�e, d�chir�e, d�chue et rejet�e
• Humili�e, opprim�e, terrifi�e, m�pris�e, tabass�e, rabaiss�e, trahie et abus�e
• Sabord�e, d�nonc�e, enferm�e, enfonc�e
• D�sarm�e, d�pouill�e, souill�e puis d�laiss�e l�!
• Plus j'ai mal, plus tu ris
• Tu en retires un plaisir exquis


• Ahaha c'est dr�le hein ? Marre-toi seulement! Marre-toi bien.


Mais on verra bien qui rira le dernier demain matin


• Trois points de sutture, ici, partout,
•    et 20 ans plus tard toi �panoui, charmant, acclam�, moi d�figur�e
• Prends ma temp�rature, merci beaucoup,
•    avec rage, les sens aiguis�s, admire l'�uvre d'art que tu as cr��e
• Tellement je t'aimais je te laissais gagner
• Tellement je te hais il me faut m'�loigner


• Enrag�e, d�go�t�e, d�chain�e, je serai
• D�cid�e, recycl�e,






L'Impasse

• Dans l'impasse se termine la ballade
• Je tombe encore une fois,
• (Captive) une fois de plus, (fautive) je tombe de haut
• J'avais jur� fini d'me rendre malade
• Mais j'ai c�d� pour toi
• Tu m'as eue, mot pour mot


Mais je ne reculerai pas devant le mur que tu me tends
Derri�re moi, les �preuves les plus dures,
Je n'm'en irai que de l'avant


• Terre � terre, je songe � l'escalade
• Pas de prises pour mes doigts
• Tout est si lisse, et sans d�fauts
• De l'autre c�t�, c'est s�r toi, tu t'�vades
• Et moi j'attends d�j� que
• Le temps se finisse � nouveau


Mais pas d'un pas en arri�re vers les obscurs sentiers d'antan
Derri�re moi, mes barri�res,
Devant ton mur, devant ton mur, devant ton mur
J'attends






Juste Moi

• Sourire de faux-Q d�t�a m�re
• Talons de p�tasse guerri�re
• Vas-y qu��a fr�tille des paupi�res
• �a me regarde de travers
• �a se permet des commentaires
• Car j�bave pas sur Schwarzenegger
• Car j'porte pas du Hilfiger
• Comment �a m'fout trop les nerfs!
• Comment j'aimerais la faire taire
• Car moi aussi j'peux le faire
• Affecter mes mani�res
• Balancer du train arri�re
• En gros faire tout pour plaire


Mais moi j�veux juste �tre moi
J�veux pas faire du cin�ma
Etre une p�le copie comme toi
Faire la belle qui s�y croit
Qu�on aime pour ce qu�elle n�est pas
Moi j�veux juste �tre moi
Dire ce que je ressens
Et faire comme je le sens
Que �a plaise ou pas


• J�voudrais trop t'voir en fermi�re
• En train d�labourer la terre
• En train d�changer la liti�re
• Devant tous tes supporters
• Tu m'prends comme bouc �missaire
• Pour faire rire tes cong�n�res
• Genre je manque de caract�re
• Dit celle qui se donne des airs
• Dis-moi t�es n�e dans un poster ?
• Ou sur une table de poker ?
• Entre deux bouteilles de bi�re
• Y�a pas d�quoi en �tre fi�re
• Mais tout est devenu clair
• Depuis que j'ai vu ta m�re


Moi j�veux juste �tre moi
J�veux pas faire du cin�ma
Etre une p�le copie comme toi
Faire la belle qui s�y croit
Qu�on aime pour ce qu�elle n�est pas
Moi j�veux juste �tre moi
Dire ce que je ressens
Et faire comme je le sens
Que �a plaise ou pas


• Avoue t�as pass� ton weekend � r�p�ter
• Devant ton miroir toutes tes poses h�b�t�es
• Mais ma pauvre, ce matin,
• Apr�s six couches de mascara
• T�as confondu le fond de teint
• Avec le pot de nutella ?
• Puis si t'�tais � court de savon
• C'�tait quand m�me pas une raison
• Pour se doucher avec le flacon
• de Lolita Lempicka
• Tu te prends pour Madonna, � une soir�e de gala
• Et le pire dans l�histoire, c�est qu�� part moi tout le monde y croit
• Tu me rends la vie impossible
• Mais j'nie et reste impassible car


Moi j�veux juste �tre moi
Que �a plaise ou pas






Son Man�ge

• Par 3 fois j�ai d� m�y prendre
• Avant de pouvoir comprendre
• Cette cha�ne de riffs au tempo tendu
• Un go�t d�olive jamais entendu


• Plus je d�couvre, plus j�adore
• Ce qui traverse mes sens int�ress�s
• Le son me berce et m�endort
• Alors que s�ouvre une envie d�laiss�e


• Peu � peu, le man�ge ne me quitte plus
• C�est qu�elle ensorcelle bien la petite Lu


Interpel�e, j��coute
Les notes de sa route
Elle transcende


• L�analyse force l�admiration
• Inlassable, le chant s��coule en moi
• Son d�cor reprend mes �motions
• Les extr�mes font entorses � ma voix


• Peu � peu, le man�ge m��tonne de plus en plus
• C�est qu�il saigne profond, le n�ant de Lu


�merveill�e, j��coute
Ce tout qui m�envo�te
Elle transcende encore


• L�esprit � bout, plein de regrets
• Je sens sa bulle voler mes �toiles
• Ses mots me br�lent, je les voulais
• Mon souhait fou c�est son pi�destal


• Peu � peu, ton man�ge ne m�enchante plus
• Plus tu chantes, plus tu me hantes, Lu !


Anesth�si�e, j��coute
Cette fois, �a me d�go�te
Elle transcende toujours


• Comme on se ressemble... On n�se conna�t m�me pas
• Je te promets pourtant d��tre autre que toi


• M�me si tu m�annules
• J�arrache mes �toiles � ton aura
• Prends soin de ta bulle
• Et sois sure qu�on se reverra.
• On se reverra...






Entre Deux

• Je te vois l�, la t�te entre les mains, assise � pleurer
• Touch�e, la corde sensible fr�mit, mon �me te console
• Mais mon reflet ne bouge pas, mes traits restent glac�s.
• Biens�r je regrette tout, de ma fougue � nos paroles.
• Mais pas un mot ne s�en va, mes l�vres sont comme scell�es.


Tant de souffrances, tant de sc�nes jou�es pour rien.
Il suffirait que tu me tendes la main pour ne jamais la rabaisser.


• Je te sais l�, les manches pleines de chagrin, assise � pleurer
• J�ai l��me couch�e � tes pieds pour encaisser les remords
• Pourtant debout je n�esquisse pas m�me un tremblement
• La vertu que tu m�as confi�e cherche � se montrer dehors
• H�las l�honneur me tapisse d�un air indiff�rent


Tant de souffrances, tant de sc�nes jou�es pour rien.
Il suffirait que tu me tendes la main pour ne jamais la rabaisser.


• Tu me d�truis et je te vieillis.
• Chacune son r�le, toi la reine, moi l�ouragan
• Crois-tu que �a puisse changer ?
• Tant de tourments, tant de sc�nes
• J�ai la haine en moi mais ne te hais pas.
• Invariables, les coups que l�on s�ass�ne
• Comment nous pardonner ?
• Sempiternellement


• Tu sais, il m�arrive de sombrer aussi dans les escaliers
• Tu sais, souvent j�ai �gorg� mes cris dans tes oreillers


• Ta pr�sence en peine parvient � me brouiller la vue
• Lentement, j��teins ma conscience, je n�en peux plus
• Je n�peux pas, je n�peux pas, �a me renverse le c�ur
• De te regarder assise au milieu de tes pleurs






Comme Si

• J�ai tout voulu tester
• Jamais rien demander
• Je me suis bien plant�e
• Trop fi�re pour �tre aid�e
• Je sais, c�est dur d�encaisser
• De m�regarder tomber
• Oui, mais tu devrais me laisser
• Y a qu��a qui peut me d�sinhiber !


Comme si c�est toi qui pouvais changer ma vie
Comme si c�est moi qui en avais l�envie
Comme ci, comme �a, on peut fuir � l�infini
Comme quoi, laisse-moi g�rer seule tous mes soucis


• Sans arr�t harcel�e
• Se sentant observ�e
• A force de te m�ler
• Tu n�as fait qu�aggraver
• Tout c�que tu vas proposer
• J�vais nier en beaut�
• Je n�suis toujours pas dispos�e
• Pas dispos�e � t��couter, non !


Comme si c�est toi qui pouvais changer ma vie
Comme si c�est moi qui en avais l�envie
Comme ci, comme �a, on peut fuir � l�infini
Comme quoi, laisse-moi g�rer seule tous mes soucis


• Comme si, c'est toi, comme si, c'est moi, comme ci comme �a, comme quoi, laisse moi!
• Y'a qu'�a qui peut me d�sinhiber X3


Comme si c�est toi qui pouvais changer ma vie
Comme si c�est moi qui en avais l�envie
Comme ci, comme �a, on peut fuir � l�infini
Comme quoi, laisse-moi g�rer seule tous mes soucis


• Genre c�est ill�gal de me laisser partir
• C�qui devrait �tre ill�gal c�est d�emp�cher un enfant de grandir
• Sans mentir si je veux prendre le large c�est pour vous prot�ger aussi
• Mais j�me suis fait pi�ger, tu m�as faite passer pour une barge
• Marginalis�e, analys�e, banalis�e
• Tu cherches quoi ? � m�humilier tant que j�ai pas la majorit� ?
• Me parle pas de tes belles valeurs quand j'vois o� sont tes priorit�s !
• Tu prends mon intimit� � la l�g�re, t�exag�res, s�rieux, comment veux-tu que je dig�re
• C�est bon j�ai plus 5 ans non plus, je g�re !
• J�te jure, j�suis sure que tu fais une �norme bavure
• Au fur et � mesure que tu joues avec mon futur, que tu me prends en filature
• Et puis sache que plus tu m�attaches, moins je l�cherai prise,
• Insoumise, incomprise, je tyrannise et me f�che
• C�est une m�prise qui s�enlise, s��ternise, il est grand temps que tu me l�ches
• Car si le respect est sacr�, on l�a d�j� assez massacr�
• On s�enfonce dans un gouffre sans fond qu�on se cr�e
• J�ai pas le temps d�attendre, faut qu�j�me casse et vite
• C�est l�instinct de survie, est-ce si dur � comprendre ?
• J�peux pas t�garantir, non, que tout s�passera � l�aise
• Mais c�est pas une raison pour me livrer au syst�me qui me baise






Non-Lieu

• Telle une larme am�re
• J�ai sal� l�oc�an de mes yeux
• Il suffit de quelques chim�res
• Pour noyer un d�sert sous le feu


• Tes doigts sillonnant mon corps
• M��voquent des instants douloureux
• Les mots qui r�sonnent encore
• Rappellent leurs instincts capricieux
• Ta douceur prudente qui me go�te
• Pour atteindre les �ni�mes cieux
• Honteusement me d�route
• Vers d��tranges m�langes d�enjeux


• Se r�sumer � la forme
• D�un trait courbe g�n�reux
• Ou en assumer l�hors-norme,
• Quel est le choix qui vaut mieux ?
• Si ne peuvent se faire entendre
• Les r�ponses qui forcent l�aveu
• Il me faudra bien apprendre
• A partager mes draps pour deux


• Bien que la f�brile colombe
• Tente d��chapper quelque peu
• Aux mani�res qui lui incombent,
• Au soin parfait de ses cheveux
• Dans le fond, elle tra�ne l�espoir
• De croiser l�habile monsieur
• Susceptible de l��mouvoir
• Par un mal�fice langoureux






Pars

• Toi qui suis mes pas que viens-tu faire ici ?
• Ne vois-tu donc pas que tout est mis�re ici ?
• Retourne chez toi, c�est tr�s dangereux ici.
• Retourne l�-bas, ce n�est pas mieux ici.
• Retourne tant qu�il est encore temps.
• Temps lent mais qui s��coule pourtant.
• Bient�t il sera trop tard.
• La nuit tombe, c�est d�j� le soir.
• La nuit tombe, il fait d�j� noir.
• Bient�t il sera trop tard car,
• Le cercle vicieux te hapera,
• Comme il m�a hap�e, il y a bien longtemps d�j�...
• Cours, cours, cours et ne te retourne pas.
• Il est bien trop tard pour moi.
• Mes doigts sont gel�s par le froid.
• Et mes yeux ne voient plus que toi.
• Mes poignets sont meurtris par mes liens
• Et mes pieds n�en peuvent plus.
• La t�te me tourne de ce long chemin
• Et la destination toujours inconnue.
• La fin est proche, je le sens, je la sens
• Pourquoi me faut-il m��teindre lentement ?
• Et qu�est-ce que cette mascarade m�ennuie.
• Mais pourquoi donc ne me suis-je pas enfuie ?
• C��tait le brouillard, je n�ai rien vu
• Et personne ne m�a pr�venue.
• Quand le brouillard s�est dissip�
• Il �tait trop tard, depuis des ann�es.
• Mais toi, je te pr�viens, alors
• Va rejoindre les tiens, au dehors
• Pars, cours, d�gage, va-t-en, disparais
• Pars, cours, d�gage, et ne reviens plus jamais.
• Laisse-moi j�te dis, � quoi penses-tu encore ?
• Quand de ce c�t� du mur t�attend un mauvais sort
• La nuit tombe et tu resteras ici.
• Tes mains, tes pieds, ton corps, tout restera ici.
• Alors plus personne ne te sauvera d�ici.
• M�me ta famille t�abandonnera ici.
• La tentation est forte, je sais, mais il faut r�sister
• Bient�t je serai morte, je sais, mais il faut t�en aller
• Retourne chez toi, dans l�autre vie
• Retourne l�-bas, je t�en supplie.
• Repasse cette foutue porte et referme-la sur toi
• La tentation est forte mais elle ne t�aura pas
• Attends, avant de partir �coute-moi une derni�re fois
• Je voudrais juste te dire : � Pars mais ne m�oublie pas.
• Pars mais ne m�en veux pas de te r�veiller la nuit
• Rappelle-toi de moi plut�t quand nous �tions petits
• Pars mais souviens-toi de moi. Ce sera bient�t fini.
• Toi partie l�-bas et moi rest�e ici. �


• Vous m�avez tous perdue
• Pars et ne reviens plus.